The funny thing about speed bumps is the fact that I let them make me so mad. I mean I can get livid over speed bumps and today I was really thinking about that. Why do I hate them so much? Mainly because they are getting in my way of where I want to be. I understand their purpose but sometimes I lose sight of that and think that Union has really just put them there to annoy me.
There is a bigger lesson in these speed bumps. This is my life. I am always in such a hurry to get to where I am going that I don't take the time to slow down! I think God loves speed bumps. He likes to say "Morgan, slow down. Notice me. Stop being in such a hurry to get where you are going." I want to graduate, we all know that, but somedays I get really sad because I know it will never be the same. In my mind, Jackson is a speed bump right now... It is in the way of where I want to be. I am conflicted. Somedays are just so "awful" and then there are moments I know I will miss it. There are a lot of speed bumps in my life right now. Sometimes I find myself thinking really God, you are just putting this here to annoy me aren't you?! But in the end all these things have a purpose. They are teaching me to slow down, to notice Him, to notice the things in my life that I wouldn't have otherwise.
So I am going to try to be more understanding, but lets be honest... speed bumps are a pain!
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