Oops

Who has been horrible at blogging... this girl! Oops. Summer just seems so bbusy. I can hardly believe that it is JULY!! Where in the world did June go? Oh that's right... it was spent in a classroom. But now it is over! I don't even know how to say everything that has happened in the past month. Ill just categorize it for ya.

Things that have made me happy: Graduating, being home for two weeks, spending time with friends, teaching swim lessons, eating good food, laughing, tye dye shirts, 4 little kids that loved seeing me, good conversation, weekends at home, drive-in, family olympics, staying up too late, going to bed on time,  meeting new friends, MOVING HOME!, actually being done with school, picklesickels, Callie being engaged!!!!!!, zumba, tan lines, random days, and knowing that I leave for Europe very very soon.

So far my summer has been wonderful! I think knowing that I had very limited time at home has caused me to spend my days more wisely. Life is short ya know? I am so grateful for mine. There have been so many days this summer that I have been reminded of this. I am so thankful for such wonderful friends, for a family that loves me and spoils me and puts up with me, for a home to call mine even if I have done nothing to deserve it. I hope I never take these things for granted.

Things that make me nervous: the question "what's next"... for the first time in my life I have no clue what is going to happen in the fall. I have always known that in the fall I would go back to class, but now what?! I don't know.  If you know me you know that I love plans. I like to either be told or to tell you exactly what to do. I like to know the details. I HAVE NO DETAILS... If I really sit back and think about it I slightly hyperventilate. Is it freeing?.. a little. Is it exciting... I suppose you could call it that. Is it making my stomach hurt just typing it... OH YEA! Everything is going to be fine. It is going to be great... right? Oh dear. I need a job or something, anything. August 22 I will be back and then who knows.. Ehhhhhhhhhh

And on to the last thing before I go to church and sew... I LEAVE FOR EUROPE IN 12 DAYS!!!!! OH dear. There is too much to say about that one. Super excited... a little scared out of my mind. Is this real life? I've just started having to say bye to people that I won't see again until I get back and saying "see ya in September" is just a little intimidating.

Yes, this is a jumbled post. I wish you could all be in my head for a day because it is full of jumbledness... At the end of the day, Life is good and I am doing just fine. It is good to be me.